The Breakfast Den: Detroit

The first Breakfast Den meeting.  Topic: Detroit. Heather Oakley shared this poem:

Detroit, Tomorrow

By Philip Levine

Newspaper says the boy killed by someone,   

don’t say who. I know the mother, waking,   

gets up as usual, washes her face

in cold water, and starts the coffee pot.

She stands by the window up there on floor   

sixteen wondering why the street’s so calm   

with no cars going or coming, and then

she looks at the wall clock and sees the time.

Now she’s too awake to go back to bed,   

she’s too awake not to remember him,

her one son, or to forget exactly

how long yesterday was, each moment dragged

into the next by the force of her will   

until she thought this simply cannot be.   

She sits at the scarred, white kitchen table,   

the two black windows staring back at her,

wondering how she’ll go back to work today.   

The windows don’t see anything: they’re black,   

eyeless, they give back only what’s given;   

sometimes, like now, even less than what’s given,

yet she stares into their two black faces   

moving her head from side to side, like this,   

just like I’m doing now. Try it awhile,   

go ahead, it’s not going to kill you.

Now say something, it doesn’t matter what   

you say because all the words are useless:   

“I’m sorry for your loss.” “This too will pass.”

“He was who he was.” She won’t hear you out

because she can only hear the torn words   

she uses to pray to die. This afternoon   

you and I will see her just before four   

alight nimbly from the bus, her lunch box

of one sandwich, a thermos of coffee,

a navel orange secured under her arm,

and we’ll look away. Under your breath make   

her one promise and keep it forever:

in the little store-front church down the block,   

the one with the front windows newspapered,   

you won’t come on Saturday or Sunday   

to kneel down and pray for life eternal.